An apparent one.

  A few days ago, I watched a movie, Namyeong-dong 1985. That movie said about putting a person, a famous one now, to the torture in various ways. It described scenes of torturing very minutely. So, I think it could be kind of a cruel thing to feeble people. But, it could be not a crazy one, just a realistic one. 

  Although, I'm not a man from the time of Namyeong-dong, I can feel it indirectly from my father who have been interrogated in that time. The fact that I can say anything I do wanna say is really important and grateful I think. Though just a simple thing, we needed a very long to get a chance to do that. Sometimes we've really forgotten that past too easily. I know not forgetting that is not a easy one. That's so to me, too. Maybe everyone did that, I had a thought that if I were in there, how many days I could hold that kind of tortures. Just 1 hour or just 2 hours?

  I'm not just wanna say thanks to people in past. What can I do for this time? This is my question for me. I don't know well. The movie was cruel, and I'm shocked but I have nothing to answer that kind of questions. The thing only I have is a just blur one. Maybe my job I have to do is changing that blur one to more apparent one.